Core, Slowness, and Week Semi-Hiatus

Well, it was a very nice treat to have a pretty page, thank you again Soulia!  <3 <3  That was a pleasant surprise!

Maybe next time I'll be able to actually finish setting it up hehe. So just ignore those "spare" folders I just really want to have the ability to organize sub folders man. ;_;

As for my arm, my bicep and shoulder are really, really hurting. I've been trying to push myself through to draw but my physical therapist is fussing at me for overworking it as the bicep is tearing more and inflamed because the tendon isn't holding it properly anymore. So I'm going to have to take at least a few days off to let the tendon and tears heal more and get something figured out for pain. I'm really, really sorry to those of you waiting on your orders for having to ask you to wait further but as quite a few friends and caretakers keep telling me; "It's better to make them wait a week longer than to lose the ability to draw or use your arm indefinitely." 

I don't really know what I'm going to do with the financial situation this month to tell the truth, but.... I can't keep doing this. I can't keep freaking out and overworking my arm just to make the bills. At most I'll have to start working with my left arm instead but the learning curb is... :I;;; So we'll see how that goes....

They've also been pressing on my back a lot at physical therapy and he mashed my trigger points Tuesday. I've been in agony since and as embarrassing as it was for me, I finally called my doctor crying and pleading for help. Of course I didn't get anything but a lecture about how they don't want to "give me narcotics" even though I've always been trying to avoid them. I just want SOMETHING to help the pain, at this point I don't care what it is. T___T I'm hoping maybe when I get the spinal injections again on the 3rd, I will be able to ask for something in my shoulder too to ease it up, I don't know if he can do that but it won't hurt to ask.... anxiety aside. *sigh*

So I'm slow to respond as I type with just my left hand at the moment, and I'm just all around miserable. I'm really sorry guys. I'm going to try and figure something out so I can come back in high spirits again the first week of March.